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Sunday, August 9, 2009
i am going to... •
i am going to show you my greatest friends.
& feel that awesome-ness when you're around with them.
9:33 PM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
me. •
take a good look at me.
i am a weakling.
cos i never stopped grieving.
i am an emotional wreck
cos my heart cant take all these troubles anymore.
i am scared
cos i am always lonely.
i am lost
cos i don't belong anywhere.
i am a loser
cos i never remembered any wins.
i am a liar
cos i didnt do the things i told myself that i would do.
i am tired
cos i have been running and running away from so many things.
i am in denial
cos i still cannot accept many things.
i am not myself.
cos all these things have happened to me.
10:37 PM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Dear Lord. •
Why should I feel discouraged
And why should the shadows come
And why should mt heart feel so lonely
And long for heaven and home
When Jesus is my portion
My constant friend is He
His eyes in on the sparrow
And I know he watches me
I sing because I'm happy
I sing bcaause I'm free
His eye in on the sparrow
And I know he watches
And I know he watches
I know he watches me
3:50 AM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
yourself. •
i wont deny that i've been going through quite a bit. i've cracked under pressure. i've made decisions that are probably controversial. & they don't know how much courage it took. sometimes I wish you were here, to guide me and tell me whether its wise or not. sometimes, its really tough to be independent. & maybe the reason why you won't be here, is because you know im capable of handling things. I can be. I've felt inadequate. I've been feeling helpless. & yes, I've been asking myself so many times.. "Why am I still hanging on?" I know that I am because, I still depend on you for strength and wisdom. Have I been through enough for you to see? Cos' i know, i can't deny that you are not here anymore. I wont keep searching for you anymore. I know I shouldn't cos its time for me to on my own. But it was too soon. So pls, teach me to be on my own. cos it's tough to learn just on my own. I know , that now i've got only myself. but i still believe, i have you. no matter where you are Dad.
11:33 AM
giving up •
you know when you've aimed high,
& when you've met some of them,
you are ready to just give it up.
I'll be honest, it hasn't been easy.
& im not worried abt giving that up.
life has alot of explaining to people doesn't it?
but what's there to explain when ur life isn't theirs?
& i just wanna share with you.
Dont ever be afraid to make decisions that,
you know that its what you want..
dont ever be.
People are not you, and they cant control you.
Be courageous.
cos you know you are.
11:28 AM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
welcome •
welcome back 2009. and its busy. woooohoo. and it's just the beginning. what about you? its time to aim HIGH. really HIGH.
11:50 PM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
my inspiration. •
Hold up. Hold on. Don't be scared. You'll never change what's been and gone. 'Cos all of the stars are fading away Just try not to worry You'll see them someday Take what you need and be on your way And stop crying your heart out may my smile shine on & may my destiny keep me warm.
10:38 PM
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